Most crossdressers are not gay. Most crossdressers wouldn't even want to touch another man's cock. I'm a little different.
My first experiences with dressing came as a young teenager. One of my aunts and her husband were living in our house until they found something of their own. Ocassionally my aunt would leave her Playtex girdle in our master bathroom. The girdle was latex with an open bottom. One day I just had to try it on. My cock got hard faster, and I thought harder, than ever before! I sat on the toilette and did what all teenage boys do...masturbate, and it felt so damn good, even better than ever. There was something so sexy about that sweaty rubber against my skin, and knowing it was on a woman before. As long as my aunt lived with us and l found her girdle, panties or hose in our bathroom, I would lock the door and do what I loved.
Maybe you should know that at that time, I thought I was straight, but the only other sex I was having was masturbating and sucking cock with one of my best friends. That didn't make me gay because I liked girls. Well, my aunt moved away I did discover girls, got drafted into the army, got married and stayed very straight for many years, although I would ocassionally try on my wife's panties if home alone.
Several years ago we divorced, I saw a woman for a short time, but then re-discovered how good it is to feel a man's kiss, a man's touch, a man's body, a man's orgasm. Then two years ago I found how easy it is to buy lingerie, hormones, and other items on line. Wow! No embarassing questions or looks. I wear panties every day (except when going to the doctor) and bras when home during the day. I do have pantyhose and thigh highs and so far only one little black dress and a pair of open toe pumps, but the five inch heels are a bit high for me. Every night it's a long nylon gown for me to bed. All I need now is a good man.
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