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I've posted some new photos in my profile album of some new outfits I'm thinking of buying.

 Take a look and  give me your opinions on some of them if you wish :)  i'm always open to suggestions.

Also,  I'll soon have some updates to post concerning my  experimenting with latex rubber  molding  I've talked about here before.  Be sure to keep an eye out for it soon :)

sighh.  wish  i had a crossdressing playmate that stayed nearer to me..  gets lonely  sometimes, even in a crowded house..

I've been having this very sensous dream lately, that being  a trip to San Franscisco to visit Rikki, and while there. making a Movie... Of course I take some of my favorite Dresses, and most of my pretty Panties.. I would make the trip dressed as a woman, probably a nice skirt and blouse, don't want to get folks to excited... After getting to Rikki's place, the fun starts, with me getting into my really feminine outfits.. I'm a GURL who love's the touch and feel of Satin, Tap Panties, stockings, Lacy Bra, and favorite Dress.. I'm the type who just love to model outfits, while "PLAYING" and Stroking, so I'd have to show off different looks... Once the playing starts, I really get horny, and would like to have maybe Rikki join in.. We would softly stroke each others Clitty's through our Panties and Slips getting each other so HARD and excited we couldn't stand it...I know when I get that excited, I completely lose it.. Who know's what will happen next, but if we end up sucking each others Clitty, I'm sure it would be simply wonderfulllllllllllllllll...Picture it, the two of us layed out on the bed sucking each other while the camera rolls, I would say this dream has a very happy ending, both of us Cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmming...And it was caught on film for me to watch again and again, and for others to enjoy...I think that some Dreams cuuuuuuuuuum true, and maybe this one will soon, Love to all, Mscathyann

I took my cock out of my nylon panties.  I always take it out one of the leg openings.  That way when I look in the mirror during masturbation sessions my balls are nicely covered in nylon.  When I see that I feel more like a girl somehow.  Anyway,  I took my cock out and held it gently in the palm of my hand as if it was a delicious desert being severed on a silver platter.  She came closer and said "It's so beautiful.  You're penis is so beautiful."  "Would you like to touch it?" I asked her.  She was quick to agree.  "Just hold it on you hand right now.  Let it rest.  Can you feel it growing.  Don't squeeze it yet.  Doesn't it feel good to just to hold a clitty like that?  Now, with your other hand softly stroke the shaft.  Pet it like it was something sweet and precious to you.  Like something you've always wanted.  I think you would like to take it in your mouth now wouldn't you?  Would you like that?  Would you like to feel my cock in your mouth?  Would you like to taste me?

Selena moaned to let me know she wanted all of those things.  I invited her closer.  So close that her lips where touching the head of my cock.  She started to open her mouth when I told her to keep her lips together.  I used my cock like a soft artists brush and painted her lips slowly and gently with the glistening tip of my very hard clitty.  "Open up now my sweet sissy and slide your mouth over the head of my cock and hold it in your mouth.  Don't suck it.  Don't tighten your mouth around it.  Keep it softly resting on your tongue.  She held it like that for several minutes.  During those minutes my cock hardened inside of her.  She was breathing deeply and had relaxed into the experience. "Now,  starting rubbing your cock for me.  Start slowly at first and you can go faster soon.  Close your mouth around my cock now and hold it there.  Do you like having my cock in your mouth?  You do don't you?  I know you do.  I can tell by how hard it's making you.  I can see how hard you are.  Do you know that if you get hard sucking on a cock in panties that makes you a sissy?  It does.  It proves how good a sissy you are.  How well you know how to suck.  Stroke that clitty for me now and start sucking mine.  You want to come for me don't you?  Do you want me to squirt in your mouth?"  I loved asking her these question.  She was having a wonderful time and I knew the questions would deepen her experience and they did.
She was getting so hot with my questions and sucking my cock that she needed to come.  She was stroking her clitty rapidly now and I knew it would be soon.  Suddenly she let my cock slip from her mouth and leaned back and stroked a final time or two and then she began gushing her white creamy come.

I'm editing the movie now and it's very very hot.  I think I'm the only one on the internet making movies like these.  I love my work!

                 Lately I've been thinking of making my own body forms.  I've worked with latex rubber  and molds for most of my life and I have a lifetime experience sculpting and making statues, so  I figure I  can create my own parts  I may need.

             I've been designing a torso  I can wear, where the top of the breasts will go just up under my own arms, and  it will have sleeves, like a  shirt. I'm not claiming the idea is my own very original idea cause I've seen the body suits online before. But I like to work with my hands anyway, so what the heck?  I want to sculpt my own personal custom fit body to wear!! :D

 If any of you ladies  are interested in my progress feel free to elt me know and i'll post up some progress photos for you so you can follow along.

Selena ring my door bell exactly on time.  It had been a long hard day for me and I hadn't had the time to get pretty for her.  I slipped into a cute flowered and very girly nightie.  It was cotton and cozy.  I wore if often as a house dress.  Most crossdressers that come to my studio are en drab but not Selena.  She was standing there in all her long blonde hair glory.  Her shoulders were bare.  The blue satin cocktail dress was tight across her chest and puffy from her waist down.  Her black patent pumps could not have had higher heels.
I opened the door and she glided past me into the stairwell.  We said a quick hello and I motioned her up the stairs.  Tan stocking tops peeked out from under the blue satin dress.  White garter straps catching my eye and perhaps my cock.  She ascended the stairs gracefully and with a tiny wiggle of her hips and ass.
We sat in the kitchen and talked over a cup of tea.  I knew something about her but wanted to know more.  We exchanged our crossdressing histories and not surprising we had much in common.  She was nervous and not sure what to expect.  The more we talked and I explained the movie making process the more relaxed and easy she became.  After more pleasantries I asked her if she was ready to be in front of my camera.
I'm really lucky.  I live in a Victorian flat in San Francisco.  My living room has 12 foot ceilings and grand Victorian detailing.  The studio is adorned with nighties, slips, panties, stockings and what ever else I can find that's pretty, feminine and sexy.  Walking into that room, for a crossdresser, is like walking right inside a fantasy.  My studio is set up to be a true sissy/crossdresser nirvana.  A place where crossdressing fantasies come true.
Selena was feeling sexy and ready to go.  She was standing in front to the mirror.  She is very, very pretty and especially girly.  Her hips sway as she slowly applies the lip stick making her lips big and pouty.  Like many of us she looked at her self in the full length mirror and began touching herslef.  First her breasts and then her hand slipped under her dress.  I could see it moving and guessed she was stroking her "ginny".  That's her name for her genitals.  I told her to show me what she was doing.  She raised her skirt to show me.  Her panties were very sheer and very prissy panties.  Her cock was hard and pointing straight up.   She was very excited.  I felt my cock stirring in my panties.  It was getting hard.  The camera was rolling.
She played like this for a long time as I sat and watched.  Laying back on the couch she brought her legs up and spread her legs.  "Yes" I said.  "Show it to me.  show me your hard clitty sticking out of your panties like a panty slut.  You like showing off don't you?  I makes you hot seeing me look at you?"  "Yes" she agreed shyly.
"Would you like to see my clitty?"  I asked.   "Oh, yes, please. May I?"  I spread my legs reached between them and took my cock out of the leg opening of the white nylon panties I was wearing.
"You're penis is so fat" she said.  I had come to know that my cock was on the wide side of the range.  My length is probably average.  Hers was longer than mine but not nearly as wide around.  I would come to find out just how much she liked my cock......stay tuned for the rest of the story

When Crossdress I love big bras and tits so much. I just bought some DD forms and they are wonderful.  I also bought 2 bras from lane bryant 42 dd in red and black.  I love them so much.  I love to love at myself with big slutty sissy tits. They make me feel so sissy and girly.  

xoxo stephanie

I knew when I found out about my divorce I was going to pursue the crossdressing thing more... especially since i'd be living alone for the first time ever. Unfortunately things didn't start off well. A flood in town ruined my wig, my heels, all my dresses and some of my favorite intimates. No biggie. I took what was left and locked them safely away in my chest just happy that I could walk around the house in panties and a slip all I wanted! And I did enjoy keeping a panty drawer right beside my bed for emergencies!

I got settled in and started meeting people in the apartment complex and carefully planning each and every panty snatch from the moment I was introduced to a new young lady. My toybox was gonna be FULL! AND? I lived walking distance from a Victoria's Secret! Life couldn't be better.

Then I had a sudden run of bad luck with employment and such so a move to my parent's basement apartment was crucial for survival. After only being able to shop at VS once, and having only ONE girl and ONE opportunity to pantysnatch I was also faced with having to go through my collection and weed out doubles and older panties, and dresses. I had to debulk.... but I didn't want to. I had NO idea where I would stash my sexies at my parent's farm... but on the last day of packing it hit me! I rolled them up tightly in a sleeping bag!

So for months now, I've held out and been able to only keep one or two pair stashed as apposed to the wardrobe containing 3-4 hundred pair of panties. Those were tough times.

It was just this week that things started looking up again. First off, I've been staying at my GF's house and I noticed her panty drawer would barely close. Well.... I of course had the perfect solution to that! She also lives with a HOT 25 year old virgin that wears little dainty like tween panties. I was limited to taking only one pair due to the few she owned.

NOW? It's spring break and 6 college girls from an all girls school came up to stay with them for the break. SCORE! They all brought so much luggage  that I was able to apprehend 4 pair from each young lady and they all smelled of teenage beauty!

Well, being all fired up about this score, I knew I couldn't stop there. So I took a trip to the exwife's house to pick some stuff I had stored up. She wasn't there.

She KNOWS about my crossdressing habits and never approved. And for old time's sake, I headed directly to find her panty drawer. To my surprise? She had bought all kinds of new VS panties. Ones she would never buy knowing I may wear or borrow them. So I did the only logical thing. I pocketed 8 pair. Some older, but mostly ones that would be OBVIOUSLY missing within 24 hours! I also got a dress, black skirt, and a costume jewelry necklace.

I slid on what I determined was my new favorite pair and shot a load into her drawer. Evil. I know. But I rubbed em all together so you couldn't tell.

So TAKE THAT NEW BOYFRIEND! I TOOK YOUR SEXY LINGERIE SHE BOUGHT TO WEAR FOR YOU AND THEN I CAME ON THE REST! top that!

So in the last month, I've aquired 50+ new pair. NOT really one's I'd buy for myself.... but all solid gold panty scores. Needless to say, it's been a busy weekend!

Now to move outta here and get back to dressing!

           So, a little about myself to begin with. 

I've been fascinated by the idea of crossdressing  in womens clothing since before I was a teenager.

     Before I even heard of sex, or  saw my first nudie magazine hidden in the woods at  my and my brother's secret clubhouse up in an old twisted tree, I would often  go past the laundry room and wonder what it felt like to wear a bra.

  So one day, while I was home alone, I found one of my sister's bras  in the clean clothes basket, pulled off my tee shirt , fastened the hooks around my waist, and,spinning it around so the straps were where i could reach them, slid my arms through them and pulled the cups over my chest.

I was surprised at how it made me feel. I knew then I had to keep wearing them. It progressed from there, to wearing  panties to match the bras, then later panty hose, and finally I worked up the nerve to try on  my first dress while wearing the underwear.  from that day on I was fully hooked.

I continued over the years dressing in secret,scared if I ever got discovered. I tried several outfit styles ranging from bra and panties, to  those full body shapers ( one of my all time favorites  ;) )  to dress suits,satin blouses vinyl skirts, and another favorite of mine, a vinyl tank suit.

      I ventured out in public, going to a town an hour from here, and bought a regular man's shirt, along with a woman's body shaper that fit like a one piece swim suit. I was nervous doing this ,as i was a male alone, and went to  one of the counters at the rear of the store.  The lady there made casual talk and never mentioned the underwear when she rang me up.  I was relieved to get out of there.

   I've never dressed in public, save for recently going out on the weekends while wearing a bra underneath  my shirt and work coat. I have three i like to alternate between, a white one with silk and lace on the cups, a solid  satin black one, and another, also black, but with floral patterns all over it. My coat is baggy enough to hide any evidence of my bra, and I even worked up the nerve to add some padding  once while I was working outside.

 I nearly came in my pants with the feeling knowing I had on my black bra, with a pair of 36b breasts up under my coat, and by slouching forward a bit, no one could tell I had them on.

I want to wear nothing but  bra and  panties underneath my clothes at all times when I leave the house now, and do it every chance I get.

I tend to prefer dress suits for my casual wear.

 But love all types of lingerie, teddys, and bodices my favorites.  I'd love to try a corset once.

I want a pair of boots, but i'm hard to fit. I'm athletically built, with 18  and1/2 diameter calves, and a size 13 foot. hardly lady like. Thats why  i like longer skirts or pants to the short ones.

I was at work the other day, and this lady stopped by to browse our merchandise. We talked for a bit, and before she left, she gave me some clothes she was trying to sell at a yard sale, judging by the price tags on them.

I looked them over, and my heart skipped a beat when i saw the hot pink suede jacket that was in the pile. I placed the clothes in the break room till later, and when the coast was clear , picked the jacket up and took it into the restroom.

Locking the door  i stripped down to my bra, added my padding and slipped my arms into the satin lined sleeves. I feared the jacket too small , just looking at it, but it slid over my shoulders with ease, and I pulled the sides together, and adjusted  them over my breasts.

I locked the zipper together and slowly zipped it shut, the jacket slightly pressing my breasts together, as they pushed against the material. to my amazement the zipper went all the way up tp my neck.  I stepped back and looked into the mirror and my cock instantly hardened. It was almost a perfect fit !!

       The jacket has a smooth front, with the waist flaring out a little at the bottom.There are two seams at the breasts that allow the coat to cover your breasts, shaping them into natural looking, women's breasts.

the shoulders have a slight raise at the seams, and the collar is small, maybe an inch in width.

And when I moved in it, the lining caressed my skin. I love to now wear nothing but this jacket.

       One thing I love doing while dressing, I'm into a bit of self bondage. I hope to one day  to get to experience this with another gurl,and let them tie me up . i can dream, can't I? ;)

I often tie myself up,with my hands behind my back, or tied to my sides, and place a zip lock bag  filled with hand lotion between my mattress and the box springs, then tie my legs together, after tying a rope above and below my breasts , crisscrossing between my legs, and back up to my shoulders ,  cinching the loops around my breasts.

Then i get on my knees, lean over the edge of the bed and ease my cock into the mattress, letting my weight press down on the bag, and slowly work my hips until  I cum inside the bag.

Then I have the fun of untying myself.

Oh, to have someone else tie me up, my hands to my ankles, lay me face down on the bed and pull my skirt over my hips and do with me as they will. I've wanted for a while to experience anal.  I've had some oral, received but never given yet. maybe one day I'll get to. or better yet, be in the middle of a threesome. 

 I'm not always submissive,  I like to switch now and again to keep things interesting.

I've always tried to "blend in" while dressed.  I know most of you try to also.  Done right, the only notice you'll get is positive looks (from the guys, and *daggers* from their GFs!).

Here's what I do: go dressed in male "drab" to wherever you thin you want to go "dressed Up" later.  Carefully watch women OF YOUR AGE GROUP and what they're wearing.  Take note if that helps you remember better.  See what looks good and what doesn't.

(I always thought that there should be a "Fashion Police" to *PINK SLIP* violators.  "Sorry m'am, you're 50 pounds too heavy to be wearing something that tight in public!")

You're looking to dress appropriately for a woman of your age being at the place of your choosing at the day of the week and the time of day that you've chosen.  Remember to observe the details!  Clothing(color/fabric & top/bottom combinations), makeup, nail color, shoes, jewelry(earrings, necklaces, bracelets, rings), hair-do & hair accessories(barrettes, clips, pony-tails), purses, hosiery/lingerie.

Then, go shopping at your favorite mall/store...check Macy's, Lane Bryant (larger sizes), JC Penney (Tall Shop), Walmart, Target, or outlet mall.  Look for the styles you saw that looked good on the women of your age/size.  Remember that skirts/dresses do not make the woman...pants/jeans can be very fem too!  Ask to try on items (even bras!) before you buy!  You'll be surprised by the positive response you get.  Your money is as green as anybody elses!

Take your stuff home and try them all on together.  When you got it all together, head on out!!!

I'm a long time MTF crossdresser who dresses completely, although lately I've not had an opportunity to dress completely.  However, I no longer own ANY male underwear, and only wear hi-cut bikini women's underwear, and sometimes bras, under my male clothing.

I've written a story, "A Date With Phil",  and have posted it on Nifty and Fictionmania.  Here are the links:

Nifty Link

Fictionmania Link

 I grew up in San Francisco during the great 'hippie' movement.  I was home on summer break from college and was trying to figure out how to "disappear" for a week so I could go to Woodstock, where I heard there was a big rock concert happening.  I never did make it, but I did manage to hitchhike from California to New York a couple of years later (1970), with my then girlfriend.

I have been out on dates with several men and also with my TV/TS friends. I've also dated a FTM crossdresser, as well as some GG females.  So, you could say that I'm bi-sexual.  I'm comfortable dressed as a woman, as well as a slightly androgynous male.

When I was going out with my FTM friend, sometimes I felt like the 'femme' half of a lesbian couple, since he was more the 'butch' type.

Anyhow...that's the subject of another story I've been meaning to write.